good things and bad things come to an end, start all over again but with a new coat of paint, but with all those things they will eventually burn out and disappoint you. so i guess if there's anything for me to aim for, it's to be your favorite disappointment. - Phillip DeFranco
Dear Phillip DeFranco,
you continue to amaze me.
this by the way, is how i feel.
so, i hope i can be your favorite disappointment.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
so, maybe i'm just lying to myself .
i'm wondering if i'm just lying to myself again.
i know he's going to get to me.
everytime they begin to fall apart, he comes to me and builds me up then rips me right back down when she gets mad at him for talking to me. it's a never ending cycle.
yea, i've sucked the "poison" out of my life, but only for as long as he stays away.
he breaks me down so badly.
but that's okay, because i swear my heart WILL always rise & never fall.
there are more things to life than this.
this is just a scratch on a lifetime full of happiness.
in the end, im A-OK. always.
i know he's going to get to me.
everytime they begin to fall apart, he comes to me and builds me up then rips me right back down when she gets mad at him for talking to me. it's a never ending cycle.
yea, i've sucked the "poison" out of my life, but only for as long as he stays away.
he breaks me down so badly.
but that's okay, because i swear my heart WILL always rise & never fall.
there are more things to life than this.
this is just a scratch on a lifetime full of happiness.
in the end, im A-OK. always.
The past seems to haunt me ..
He came back TODAY ! Mr.Anonymous came back TODAY!
wow, what can i say? he's a teapot and im his sugar, eeeh jeremy? ;)
well, just thought i'd let you know, im not letting him get to me. so that's that. :)
wow, what can i say? he's a teapot and im his sugar, eeeh jeremy? ;)
well, just thought i'd let you know, im not letting him get to me. so that's that. :)
Monday, March 8, 2010
if it's true ..
If it's not real
You can't hold it in your hand
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Or even in the dark
I enjoy these lyrics quite a bit.
It just makes you think doesn't it?
First 'If it's not real you cant feel it in your hand, you can't feel it with your heart'
I believe this is true. If someone truly has feelings for you, you can feel it. If they care, you can feel it. If they don't care, but say they do, you cant feel it.
I don't know if it's like that for you, but it's like that for me.
'If it's true, you can see it with your eyes, or even in the dark'
Well, i believe that you can see it with your eyes, and that you can see it in the dark, if it's true, but in the dark, i don't believe you can see it with your eyes. If that makes any sense at all?
anyways, I like the concept of this part of 'brick my boring brick' by paramore.
Just thought I'd blog about it.
You can't hold it in your hand
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Or even in the dark
I enjoy these lyrics quite a bit.
It just makes you think doesn't it?
First 'If it's not real you cant feel it in your hand, you can't feel it with your heart'
I believe this is true. If someone truly has feelings for you, you can feel it. If they care, you can feel it. If they don't care, but say they do, you cant feel it.
I don't know if it's like that for you, but it's like that for me.
'If it's true, you can see it with your eyes, or even in the dark'
Well, i believe that you can see it with your eyes, and that you can see it in the dark, if it's true, but in the dark, i don't believe you can see it with your eyes. If that makes any sense at all?
anyways, I like the concept of this part of 'brick my boring brick' by paramore.
Just thought I'd blog about it.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
sucker for the nice ones
This one's about a relationship that I had a while back and how even personalities can be deceiving.
So it all started in February of last year. I just had surgery and I would always talk to this really nice guy all my friend knew over MSN. We became close friends and stayed that way until the beginning of summer. By then we had more than friendly feelings towards each other, but the problem was that i had a boyfriend, but that guy still chased me up until the fall of '09. Me, thinking that this guy was 10x better than my boyfriend, decided that i would break up with my boyfriend for this guy that i thought i knew, i thought was the kindest guy i would ever meet. Well guys, to make a long story short, that fall i learned that personalities can be deceiving. He left me for a girl he just met, and put me down time after time about how he loved her more than he ever loved me. I got over it, and then on New Years Eve, i got a text on my phone saying "happy new years! :)". i asked who it was. turns out, it was that guy. he came back, and he was telling me just how much he loved me. that was his 3rd or so time doing this to me, but i still believed him. i fell for it again. needless to say that 2 days later he stopped talking to me again. thankfully now, my heart has healed and i've learned to never trust him. so, if your reading this Mr.Anonymous, you can come crawling back, but honey, i wont be there when you do. thanks, xo.
So it all started in February of last year. I just had surgery and I would always talk to this really nice guy all my friend knew over MSN. We became close friends and stayed that way until the beginning of summer. By then we had more than friendly feelings towards each other, but the problem was that i had a boyfriend, but that guy still chased me up until the fall of '09. Me, thinking that this guy was 10x better than my boyfriend, decided that i would break up with my boyfriend for this guy that i thought i knew, i thought was the kindest guy i would ever meet. Well guys, to make a long story short, that fall i learned that personalities can be deceiving. He left me for a girl he just met, and put me down time after time about how he loved her more than he ever loved me. I got over it, and then on New Years Eve, i got a text on my phone saying "happy new years! :)". i asked who it was. turns out, it was that guy. he came back, and he was telling me just how much he loved me. that was his 3rd or so time doing this to me, but i still believed him. i fell for it again. needless to say that 2 days later he stopped talking to me again. thankfully now, my heart has healed and i've learned to never trust him. so, if your reading this Mr.Anonymous, you can come crawling back, but honey, i wont be there when you do. thanks, xo.
Introduction
Alright, so since i'm new to this, don't be too hard on me.
Also, i thought i'd introduce myself.
My name is Morgan Webb. I'm a junior high student from the east coast of Canada.
The reasoning behind this blog is because i'd like to share my opinion on many things and just have somewhere very public to vent, and tell the stories of my life. Have patients with me while i figure this whole thing out, and i hope to inspire you, in one way or another.
Have a nice day.
Also, i thought i'd introduce myself.
My name is Morgan Webb. I'm a junior high student from the east coast of Canada.
The reasoning behind this blog is because i'd like to share my opinion on many things and just have somewhere very public to vent, and tell the stories of my life. Have patients with me while i figure this whole thing out, and i hope to inspire you, in one way or another.
Have a nice day.
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